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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

sakit gle aty ni..........knape yer????



sakit wei.............sakit sgt2..............xtau knape..huh....aku blh ngadu kat sni jer...bkn nyer ada org fham apa mksd aku ni klu citer kat mreka...bnci.....ckap x ske, tp sebnarnyer syg...sape laa aku nak buat plihan dlm idup mu...aku bkn nye ayah mu, ibu mu, suami mu, kekasih mu....aku hnya laa bergelar seorang SAHABAT.....mmg btul...aku x de hak nak buat keputusan dlm idup mu whai sahabatku...kau ckap x nak pedulikan minah tu, x nak ambik tau pun pasal minah tu...tp...kau ambik ksah jgk....ermmmmmm....aku xnak daa nak ambik tau pasal korang...TAPI knape aku ttap nak tau jgk????knape aku jd begini??????mgkin aku giler kot.............=(...sdih....minah tu yg cbar aku, aku daa hlang kesbran ni..mmg thap kesbran aku daa melampaui btas...x penah ag ade org wak aku mcm ni, "honey" aku xpenah wak aku marah cam ni......eeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!bangang btul!!!!!!!!!!!!!aku jd gram giler lpas tgk komen bf aku n minah bangang tu dlm fb.....siap hntar 'i love u 4ever' ag...bnci tgk, tp knape aku tgk gak??tgn aku ni yg jd gtal tkn kat komen2 tu..huh...bia laaa....ikut mu laa whai sahabat ku...asalkan kamu hepi dlm idup kamu..aku ttap bnci minah bangang tu kwn dgn bf ku..

ai ni aku ade beli teddy bear kat bf aku tu, tnda pershbatan kite..jg baik2 teddy tu..anggap laa tu pengganti diri aku..sekire nyer teddy tu jatuh, tndenyer ade sesuatu yg buruk terjadi pda ku..sekire nyer teddy bear tu nmpak sdih, tndenyer aku tgh sedih n memerlukan seseorg utk menenangkan aku..sekirenyer teddy tu nmpak hepi, tndenyer aku hepi tgk kehidupan yg sdng kamu lalui ..ermmmm...jgn laa bg sesiapa ambik 'aku', sanggup kah kamu tgk aku di ambik dr mu whai shabat ku??jika ya, bkar je laa teddy tu..sbb aku xmgkin idup tnpe diri mu...=( rnung2 kan laa..



i guess, you will think that
i'm the girl that cares too much
or that i'm the one who lives to hurt people
well..you could be wrong..
i'm the girl who love her friends
and never gives up in any situation
i'm the girl that care about her friends
i'm the girl who can make you smile
and cannot see you cry
i'm the girl who smile when it's rain
and become sad when its the perfect weather
i'm the girl who stand up for herself
and love being herself
i'm the girl who doesn't care you love me or hate me
but...i want you to know one thing..
i will always love and care about you
when you were sad or someone hurt you
that's a true friend are for...

sakit wei aty ku.....pdih...



Wednesday, September 8, 2010

sahabatku...knpe kau wak aku cam ni.....






lame x bk blog ni...sowy ye...huhuhu...sbuk daa,kene kemas bju n umah sbb nak blik kg esok..hehehehe..tp smlam mmg sdih daa...gaduh dgn org..>=(..gram giler kat prmpuan tu..tp skang daa ok..mmg dye melampau giler daa...ckap pun ksar..kata nak kwn tp ckap ksar..pahtu tb2 je suh aku jgn rpat dgn dgn bestfren aku..ape hal laa dgn bdak ni..??gram giler laa smalm..rse nak bnuh org pun ade..pahtu ade ke patut dye suh aku kuar dr umah bf aku n jgn tido kat stu...eeeeee!!!gram wei!!die tu sape??bru 2 bln kenal dgn bf aku, pahtu anggap cam hak mlik dye lak..aku ingat nak buat dye jd kwan aku, lpas dye ckp camtu, trus patah niat aku tu..aku ngadu kat bf aku pasal ni, dye pun mrah gak aaa prmpuan tu buat cam tu kat aku..pastu semua gaduh same sndri..bf aku pun mrah kat aku n prmpuan tu..aku tkut je sebnrnye..prmpuan tu lyn bf aku tu semacam je...cam lesbo laa..tp tu naluri aku je yg mengatakan nye..bf aku ckp,prmpuan tu mrah klu ade orang yg pggl dye cam tu..ermmmm, xtau laa tu..tp cara dye lyn bf aku tu buat aku rse semacam..ermmm...ah, sdah laa!!serabut kepala aku pk ni semua..smalam gak prmpuan tu tpon aku n mnta maaf..mgkn auni ade ckap sesuatu pasa aku bengang dgn dye kot..dye merayu n suh aku maaf kan dye..tp mlm tu aku meme tgh pnas...jd aku x trima maaf dye..pdan mka...muahahaha!!tp...aku rse berslah lak..sbb bf aku ckap, dye syg gak kat prmpuan tu..tp dye syg aku gak..dye x nak plih antara 2 ni..ermmm,aku fhm..jd ai ni aku bnyak msj dgn prmpuan tu..aku ckp blh jd kwan,tp kita ttap saingan..bg aku, dye tu sprti msuh aku laa..tp ttap kwn..hehehe,plik kan...ermmmm...trus trang aku ckap, aku mmg jeles laa dgn hbngan 2 orang tu..aku xske prmpuan tu..aku mmg hrap sgt bf aku tu x kwn dgn dye..tp..mcm kejam sgt...jd aku reda laa...asalkan bf aku tu eppy...ikut dye laaa...aku x nak kongkong dye pun...dye ade hak utk plih kwn dye..aku ni sape..=(..mlm td pun aku nangis sbb gram sgt..nak mrah, tp x tau nak lpas kat saper..mmg rse skit n pdih giler kat dada aku..x tau knape..bf aku pun nangis mlm tu..aku rse berslah giler wei..knape aku nak mrah dye kwn dgn prmpuan tu...mgkin aku tkut bf aku tu akan jd lbih ske kat prmpuan tu lbh dr aku..aku xnak jd gtu...aku syg bf aku tu..aku ni mmg snang nak cari kwn,tp nak cri kwn yg btul2 blh rpat tu mmg ssah laa..jd sbb tu aku nak jg bf aku ni..aku hrap sgt dye fham niat aku tu..

bnci bdak tu.........!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

cuti rayer!!!!!!!!!!


ai ni,cuti raye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gudbye u,!!yeay!!tapi, assignment tetap ada...huhuhuhu..(ToT)..ah, bia laa!!lupa kan dlu..lgpun, bru pagi td lpas exam csc 128(science comp)...aaaaa!!!stress giler td, soalan akhir ssah giler....ckup!!jgn fkir lg pasal tu!!skrang cuti yer...kita fkir cuti and release our tension k.......jd kita berhenti fkir pasal u tu..fokus kan pade cuti..hahaha!!tp assignment tetap kene buat yer...huhuhu..seblum blik dr dorm, g jmpa kengkwan lu...ahh...rndu kat mereka...!!xpe kita jmpa lpas rayer ni k...mase nak blik tu, bonda jmpa dgn kwn lamer nyer, waris laa nak dikatakan..bonda cakap, ku plak best fren kpda ayah Alya..dengan secara kebtulan nyer, Alya my classmate tu waris ku...hahaha!!terkejut giler..my classmate tu tibe2 jd saudara jauh ku..huhuhuhu..xsangka ada jodoh dgn Alya..harap tali persaudaraan kita kekal yer, ya...=P..tadi ku mai ambik kul 4.30 p.m, jadi ai ni mkn dgn family...rndunye kat mereka...love them +++++!!!!

come release the tension with eating!!hehehe...


new member...huhuhuhuhuhu

hye, my name is maya and my true name is .....ermm you all don't have to know coz it's too long k..huhuhuhu...i'm just a simple girl that trying to express myself through this blog..i hope i don't make you all bored with my blog,k...ermm, for your information, i'm still studying..now, i'm 18 and studied at UITM MACHANG..and i still new in this blogging..at first, i don't understand why many people love blogging....but, when i saw my friend always blog in and read many of the post in the blog, to me, its look interesting and fascinating..the blog looks like a diary and something that tell about our life and our experience..so, today on 2/9/2010, i will try to make a blog about myself..so i hope you all can support me,k..hehehehe =)